I think Micah’s afraid to leave Virginia for a different duty station. We were talking about where he would want to go and he kept bringing it back to me. He thinks I won’t want to stray away from Maryland since I’ve lived there all of my life. I told him where ever he would go, I’d go. Even Alaska if it meant being with him.
He asked if I’d go to Japan and I said sure, but then he quickly followed that up with “fuck no!” Why would he even ask about it if he doesn’t even want to go?! Hahaha
Also I’ve learned that when he talks to other people about me, he calls me his fiancee =]
onedayatatime1212 said: Hello!!! I just read your post and I wanted to tell you that you're not alone! I just graduated and I had the same thoughts you do in regard to my degree. All my friends got jobs while I was still searching and that too made me a bit depressed! It will all work out in the end though! I finally got two call backs so all I can say is what everyone was telling me, be patient! You've got this! When you least expect it everyone will start calling back! Then your only concern will be picking one! (:
onedayatatime1212 It’s just frustrating and I know I have to be patient, I just don’t want to be anymore haha. I just needed to vent real quick. Thanks for reading and the advice! =]
dessydee thanks girl! It’s just not my time yet, but I can’t wait til it is! haha =]
I’ve been feeling pretty down and out. I don’t want to go to work anymore, feeling like I’ll never find a job that actually utilizes my degree, don’t feel like studying for my certification that would help me out big time, feel sad when I realize that I have to move back home in about a month and I don’t feel attractive whatsoever. I keep trying so hard to be positive because I know that makes a difference in life.
My best friend got her dream job and it made me depressed that I’ve applied to over 100 positions and still have yet to find a job. I was so close with one, but they didn’t win their grant from the government. Though finding out my friend got her dream job made me depressed, it also motivated me a bit more. I’ve studied more for my certification and feel like I’m retaining things more.
Here’s to hoping that I stay focused! I know that some things just take time!
Skype call with 10 mins of silence because I told him, “I don’t like people” when he wanted to basically do a triple date with someone he knows I don’t like.